Today I felf extreme stress. Thinning purse, distant possibility of any work and the study assignment made way into my mental space and reigned. The date for the first instalment of accommodation seems to be a gaping mouth of a ferocious beast. 26th October, just at a stone's throw. Asal is missing me a lot and weeps whenever anyone talks of papa- Anita wrote to me. He has no heart in his studies.
Coming to this distant land, spending so much, leaving behing three dependant souls insecure, did I make right decision? I wondered. Towards the evening I had headache. My head was hot and mind was not focused. I was struggling to do the assignment. Listened to the Dashain music. Flew into the goneby days of festival time. New clothes, the delicacies, family gathering, linge ping, tika and so forth. That was life. Dashain is just a few day's ahead in Nepal. I grew airy. Meditated on the music. Felt a little light. Read Kantipur online and saw a picture with Madhesi people celebrating Ghatasthapana. Jwala singh has announced ceasefire During Dashain.
Cooked and ate. Struggled a little way into the assignment untill 11 p.m. Then bed.
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